”Mohsin (door ko lock karte hue), “Haan usi liye to aaya hoon.”Mohsin ne Asha ko lift kiya, usko bed par le gaya aur liplock kiya.Mohsin, “Aaj...bohut din baad meri bhook mitegi.”Asha (haste hue), “Acha apne is breakfast ke karan mujhe rokne ki jid kar rahe the.”Mohsin, “Jo bhi samajh le.”Mohsin shadi ke karan 2 week se apne ghar par tha. Jiske kaaran woh sexually bohut bhooka tha. Ab kyonki main Asha ke sath nahi tha to use apne lund ko shaant karne ka mauka mil gaya. Usne bina der kiye apne. You know the best part? Monica's dad works there, at the Pentagon, I mean, and he told us who to call at the security force operations center. You can bet we didn't tell him why we wanted to know that. Anyway, we called them and Rick, the cute tall guy who fucked me just perfectly that night, burned us a couple of DVDs of the tape their buddies made while we were getting taken every which way. Awesome! I've played my copy I don't know how many times, and I come just about every time I watch. I will try to live my life more as you would have me live.I just got back from the hospital. It happened. He saw me in all my ugliness, yet he did not react as I expected. Two days ago, the child, no, the children growing inside me caused such pain that I cried out. He came into my room to find out why I was screaming. I should have realized that as the manager he could enter at anytime. I had not dressed for the day so he found me naked on the floor. I thought for sure he was going to run in. After telling him a little about myselfhe made a very strange remark."If you could go back to any point of your life, when would you choose?"I really did not have to think too hard on this as I often thought thatif I had known the extent of my feminine wanting I would have studiednursing as early as I could, started hormones at the same time and once aqualified nurse I would have crossed over in my early twenties. The hormones and testosterone blockers if properly administered wouldhave.