I rubbed beach cream everywhere I could reach then laid back.I turned on music on my mobile and opened a bottle of cold water.Soon, I started getting ...rowsy. The sun and the cool breeze could do that to a relaxed person. My eyelids started getting heavy so I decided to take a swim to wake myself up.I am a graceful swimmer; I swam out several hundred yards then let the waves bring me back toward the shore. I did not notice my husband standing just beyond the rocks and the spot I had staked out. .phir maine… apni 2 anguliya unki choot mai daali or hilane laga….2-3 minute mai unki choot geeli ho gaye vo jhad gaye thee….phir mai dubara unhe hilaya ki vo uthe to nahi kyoki unki vo jhad gaye the to mujhe laga ki soye mai aorat nahi jhadte hogi sayad….. par jab vo nahi hile to mai utha or andhere mai hi unke head ki taraf khada ho gaya or apne haatho se unka mukh thoda khola or apna lund unki mukh mai daal diya……..2-4 bar ander bahar karne par vo thoda hile to mai toilet karne ke bahane se. However, after talking to you all night long, I can not do that; I can not drag myself to climb into the bed, alone yet again. I miss having someone there, holding me, kissing me, loving me, and making me feel so good inside and out. You were always there, and now due to certain circumstances you are no longer in my bed. You´re in a bed, all alone, in a hotel room, time zones away. Is it too much to ask, to have you back in my bed, just for this one night, when my heart is aching to be loved,. I felt like a pinball at one point. I got bumped by one into another. Who shoved me into a third. Who spun me around into a fourth. Who tripped me to the ground. Tilt. The only thing that got me through was the thought of seeing Ash in sixth period. When I got into class, she wasn’t there. My mind flooded with terrible thoughts. I took a deep breath when she finally arrived, albeit 30 minutes late. She did not look well. She was pale and looked as if she was about to cry. She gave Mrs. Johnston.