He asks me to describe what i think it must have felt like for Him to have been left wondering all afternoon where i was and if i was all right. i say...that He must have been worried. He tells me that this answer falls woefully short, and He asks me to extrapolate how i would feel in such a situation, should the tides be turned. i think for a moment, and say that i would be out of my mind with worry and fear and dread that something serious has happened. He is more important to me than anything. If you need me, I'll be passed out in the car. I just took a strong sleeping pill so I can sleep around you people." Tina walked back outside.Robyn's father grabbed her hand. "I'm so proud of you for not turning out like that...or your mother. You are perfect Robyn." He hugged her."I love you Dad." She whispered. "I have a really special Christmas gift that I want to give you tonight. Meet me in the living room around nine o'clock tonight. Okay?" Deal." Robyn got up and headed upstairs. After a. Since I was about 17. I'm now 58, married and have two kids in their early 20's, and live in Central NJ. I've been married for 37 years to the same girl. She's a wonderful person and I love her deeply. She however, has no idea of my bi-sexual side. Neither do my children. For that matter, I'm not out at all and keep my bi-sexual life very well guarded.Throughout my adulthood I would stop at adult bookstores and adult movie theaters for my gay experiences...and believe me, I had many of them. I. ”Edgar placed a hand on his shoulders, squeezing in sympathy.“Maybe I can be of help,” Edgar offered. “As someone who used that terrible machine more often than anyone on the entire continent, probably,” the young scientist added with a small, self-deprecating smile, “I believe that I can offer some assistance.”“That would be great,” Cory sighed.In the wee hours of the morning, this was what he hated most. The silence. It felt oppressive, not conducing to soothing meditation, but a gate to dark.