At the time I seemed to fit right in. The only thing we all had in common was we were all very young and very restless. My friend Roger who owned the ...railer was not really a bad guy. He just seemed to know every bad guy in town. One of his associates was a guy named Jeff. Jeff was one of those guys who had more tattoos than teeth. He no doubt spent a good portion of his life locked up. Perhaps that was a good thing. Jeff had a huge attitude problem and his attitude seemed to enter the room. I know that doesn't make much sense but there it is. Hang them in the wardrobe where you can get them easily when required." His statement did little to reassure me.Further down I came to two outfits in a pale blue mesh material. By the way I could see my hands through it when I took the first one from the case, I knew it would be virtually transparent on me. "Put it on," he ordered again. I slipped off the gown and picked up the outfit. It was not unlike a tracksuit in design with a loose. . And one of my best friends ... who wouldn't lie to me..."Luke's been out with Natalie," I broke the news to Rachel the next day over lunch."Seriously?! Where did you find that out?" Andrew."She made a face, "Guys will do anything to cover their buddy's tracks." And did you see the way they were acting on Sunday?"Her face relaxed. "Good point." What am I supposed to do now?" What do you mean?" What am I supposed to do? He's started hanging out with her and her friends!" Lauren." What?" I. " Cynthia, do you want to wake up with me? We haven't a clue about what to do next. Have your therapy week and decide about him. You have a husband. I dreaded that you might have worked it out with him."Her words just poured out almost without taking a breath. "I might have made it another year if we didn't live together and if I hadn't taken up with you. My mother wanted me to marry him. She thought I deserved a man of means. So did I. That's a helluva situation. I want to be more than a.