I have seen her pics and we had Skyped a lot, but all that was nothing for what was in store for me.She arrived in a sleeveless printed top and decent...cleavage and tight black jeans. Her curly hair made her look super cute. We saw each other and waved as she approached me. It was the first time we were seeing each other in person and there was an instant comfort. She came in waving, her curly hair bouncing. And instinctively we hugged each other. Me: “Wow, you are much more beautiful than you. She also said that I really didn’t need to cover myself and that she has seen a man with a hard-on before. As she said that I took my hands away from covering myself and my penis popped back up. Before I got back outside Kristens mom said that I was very blessed and that many men would have a very difficult time getting and keeping such an impressive erection, especially that big. I thanked her for the advice and went back outside with the lotion.As I was walking back to the girls I noticed. Even if she didn’t recognize me, if she realized I was in makeup and a costume, it would be just as much a failure.There was no question I’d need to get more comfortable being around girls when I was dressed as a boy, too.Here’s a bizarre question. Who do you think would be more pissed off at me: a straight girl who finds out I’m also a girl or a gay boy who finds out I’m a girl? Oh, this gets so confusing. Why do I feel so obsessed with perfecting my boy act all of a sudden? I should be. ”No matter how hard you try you CAN’T help him like he helped you. Even if he didn’t know he was helping you and come to think of it all you did was beat the crap out of him and scream at him.’ ‘I’m sorry okay.’ She snarled at Brian. ‘WILL you let me help as best I can?’ She asked Skye as she turned back to him. ‘Please just make the pain stop!’ Skye whimpered as Brian restrained his arms. ‘Brian just let him go, okay?’ Rachel asked as she reached for his shoulders with her hands to draw him.