I was abroad for a few days and I am glad it kept me from writing to you sooner. I would have embarrassed myself (and you) even more than this letter ...ill."I understand by now that what I saw in you was fundamentally wrong. It made me expect things that were never there. I thought you cared, but why would you? To you it was all just exotic fun. You are at the Club to surf the surface and escape the naggings of reality. You never planned on getting emotionally involved. How could I have been so. It was Susan’s unanswered question: How would men seriously wounded on the crests be brought down to the valley?David considered the question. It would be very dangerous to try carrying a stretcher down the steep paths. “The obvious answer is to lower the stretcher down, which will mean having a block and tackle trestle on both crests,” he said.“Also, how do we intend to get the wounded back to the Fort?” Sultar asked.David chuckled, “It is clear the medical teams take their positions. I was surprised when the tape turned out to be a gay film.When I tried to protest, Lori said, "Cocksucking is cocksucking. Consider it a training film. I understand that gays are the best at taking really big fat dicks down their throats."In the movie, there was a lot of deepthroating and the men made it look so easy. Lori kept one hand on her dildo and her eyes on my crotch. It didn't take long for my hard on to give me away. I was getting turned on.Lori noticed this and used it as a way to. That was just wild speculation, but thinking about it really turned both of us on. Well, we didn’t really have sex with her, but we certainly touched her! I didn’t mind you touching her, in fact, I liked it, even when you felt her pussy. When Tony first mentioned you screwing Jane, instead of feeling jealous I had that same reaction! I don’t understand myself at all, but for some reason, the idea excited me!’ ‘Wow, that does amaze me! Ok, yes I would love to fuck her! But how would you feel if.