" Reaching out, he pulled the steel shutters closed, bolting them in place. "I'll go out the back and take a look around." He made his way down the ha...l, stopping beside a set of steel rungs set into the rock. "I'm going up here; it opens on top of the hill above the house. The opening is screened by bushes. Once outside I'll try to flank them and see what is going on." Do you think they could be the guys that were here the other day?" Sarah asked. At Juniors shrug she took his coffee cup, and. She said it will be some time before we find out how you're going to be when you're well again. You might be more like this other person that we've had to deal with for the past couple of years. If it turns out like that, I don't think I could take it." I can't promise you what I'll be like, Shirley. I don't know. I want to believe I'll be like I was before, only not so much at war with myself. I'm finding out things all the time now, about how I was before, and that both my identity states. "None of the three of us was anxious to get back to the house, so we stopped for lunch along the way. Under the grim circumstances, we managed to break some of the tension with laughter, a characteristic of my family I've always been grateful for. After lunch we couldn't put it off any longer, and headed for the house. As we pulled up, Helga came out onto the porch. I knew then we'd dallied too long.As near as we could tell, Dad had died at just the moment Lorraine had asked at the airport if. "No," she grumbled."Oh? Is there something we can do to improve our service?" Holly asked,ever mindful of the training Grandmother had given all employees oncustomer service."No. You've already done enough."The statement confirmed what Holly knew. "I take it that you're notenjoying your experience as a woman today?"The woman's eyes widened in surprise, and her jaw flapped a few times asshe tried to overcome her shock. "How ... how did you know?" shesputtered.Holly smiled. "You'd be.