I didn’t mean to pleasure her, but there was something very comforting about having my fingers inside of a girl. She sighed appreciatively and lean...d her head against my leg. We fell asleep in this position.“So, what’s the deal with you and Emma?” I looked up at Jessie inquisitively. We were eating dinner at one of the smaller campus eateries. He was in the middle of a bite. I had timed the question that way, knowing that he would have to pause before answering, increasing the likelihood. No doubt it was the kind of woman who awakes your most concealed recesses in a man, you don’t know why such mysterious women exist to call your attention though, so wildly, and the only word here that came up to my mind was: “SEX.” First thing first she headed for the bar and was sited there with her back facing me, so I had all the chance to devour her from behind, gobble up her body with my stare and didn’t mind to be caught either. She wore white shoes, high heels, finished in a long tip,. It is my intention to discover, as I believe, that The need has become so overwhelming, that I have knowingly and willingly comitted myself to discovering the truth .....IF ONLY the right opportunity presented itself. Although I have always had a great desire, I did not have the sheer guts, a workable plan or the ultimate level of unquestioned commitment to 'just do it'. It wasnt until I experienced first hand the powerful sexual effects and clarity of thought brought on by smoking crack that. Don't need to tell you how stressful it can be, whenyou start transitioning, you have to present yourself to the world,getting judged by everyone..." Yeah, I do know that," Ellie replied."But after a while, people just get used to it, don't they?" Janetasked. "It's like the old saying: tell someone a lie often enough andthey'll believe it's the truth. Only in our case, it's the truth wehave to keep telling them before they'll believe it. If that makes anysense, anyway." A little," Ellie said.