Her shell-like breasts, her pearly skin, her attitude they were all terrific. I was losing my morals. Her lovely perfume shrunk in me deeper making me...mad for her.She asked me why my wife did not come. I told her that she was leaving for Bangalore in the evening Shatabdi along with the children. So, she was busy packing. She enquired when they will be back. I told her Thursday. She said that my son is also very tall like me, and I had to agree with her.She was lovely, bold, full of energy, hot. ..nothing, as expected. I push open themaster bedroom door, and there it is, sitting on the dresser. I rush toit, hope welling in my heart.It's empty, the thumb-tab depressed to its base.It took a year for our best scientists to develop the retrovirus, andanother for a way to use it to be developed. True transgenders are aninfinitesimal percentage of the population, and we were trying torecover from the loss of over half the people in the country. More tothe point, the retrovirus was only. I was sure Kelly would be better off without him. I had no illusions that I would ever hook up with Kelly, but I hoped that perhaps I could find a way to save the holidays for her.Chapter Two "Shopping"The next two days Kelly mopped around the house, crying every time she saw something that reminded her of Billy and by what he had done to her.I, for the most part, was numb and really didn't want to talk about it with Kelly for fear of setting her into another crying spell. I actually welcomed. "A whisper. "Yes. More." I love you Ellen. I can't help myself."She stepped closer, around the desk. Her heels loud on the woodenfloor."Be my girl Ken." I want to be."And she put her arms around me, pulled me to her, kissed me so roughly,squeezed me so tight. I felt her heart pound, her passion released. Herhands snaked inside my waist."Uhhhh. Panties. Fuck Ken. You are such a sissy." For you," I mumbled."Yes, but for yourself too. Now, remember what you promised me. Haveyou remembered to be.