Not me. Granted, I dont remember walking home-taking a shower or falling asleep. But besides that, my reaction is pretty fucked up. I dont think norma...-sane people crawl down in the shower-cramming whatever semi-appropriate object in them to try to fill themselves the same way they were when it happened. But like I said, I guess its funny. It made me sick and I couldnt stop thinking What sick fuck gets turned on by rape? The more I thought of it, the more I convinced myself it was everything. I could almost use her as a crutch. I have to settle on using her as a cane. She put her hands around my waist and tried to hold me steady as we made our way toward the door.Outside the clamor of village life, children playing, and the smells of food being prepared, assaulted my senses. I looked about hoping to recognize any signs that there existed communication with the outside world. Two things hit me like a hammer blow. The first was, there seemed to be no refined metal in evidence. No. We are also planting a few gateways to give us better warning if they leave the camp.”“I think they’ve just made a big mistake,” I murmured to Xi.“Looks like it, though the Seers have only really engaged them once, so they have no real idea of our true capabilities,” she replied with a thoughtful nod.“This is an absolute goldmine,” exulted Olwen. “They really believe this creature is unassailable, they thought at best we’d simply avoid its scans, not be able to take it over.”“Take it the work. Ally had her suspicions though. She would have bet massive amounts of money that Kaija had seen the light and made the first move toward reconciliation just hours after Allison told her about the kiss. She was definitely touched by Ally's declaration of Barclay belonging to Kaija, so it made sense that she would move swiftly toward a reunion. Especially with so many women on campus being drawn to Barc... One more thing to be happy about, Ally smiled, scooping up a spoonful or corn."So what's up.