‘But yes I suppose that’s the closest.”“Say it,” I urged.“No, I couldn’t.”“Yes, you can. Say, so fucked.”She sighed, “So..so…f... … I can’t.”I said, “It’s all right…”“So fucked!” she said loudly. Then laughed. “Oh, I feel so naughty. But that’s part of it, isn’t it? Sex. You feel kind of nasty when it’s good.”I nodded. “By gosh, I think you’ve got it.”She moved slightly.“My, but you’re still waiting, aren’t you? Your still rigid,” she said, raising her butt up and down on my stiff prick. “Would. "Not really good we have been arguing alot lately. I everything we do turns into an argument. we haven't even had sex in over a week!" A week? oh no how will you ever survive that." Ross said sarcastically."no im serious things are just getting weird between us, why cant i just go after dudes they re so much easier" he joked."ya and it would save you a forchen on buying cloths" Shaun to Ross's knowledge is straight. he has had more girlfriends in the past year than we have fingers to count them. Part of me wanted nothing more than to depositmyself in-front of the calming world of Bear Island, and to be AMELIAXXXagain, and to let my manifold problems to melt away, like an ice-creamleft outside in the sun, ready only to form again when put in thefreezer. Yet the bigger part of me, and the one that was winning theinternal monologue, was saying that to turn on that game - thatbeautiful, horrible game - would really be the final straw, dressed as Iwas, and that doing so really would serve. I promised myself that I wouldn't kill him, as he was only a working stiff obeying orders the same that I am, day in day out."But he annoyed me, so after I broke both his shoulder blades I severed and shortened both his Achilles' tendons, and then I emasculated him. I had promised myself that he wouldn't die though, so I kept my promise. All three of them were US Navy Seals, if that is important to you, so they were foreigners even in the country where we all were. The other two I blew into.