Anyone reading this would certainly not blame her for doing so, but the truth is that for every man she enjoyed, she paid unfairly by punishing hersel... with guilt. It helped her a little when she told me what she'd done, but she could never have been expected to understand the curious thrill her confessions gave me from the humiliation of being forced to acknowledge my inadequacies.I had always put her younger exploits down to the insecurities of teenage years, but when I stopped to think, that. Following it slowly around his leg with my right hand I found a lovely bulge filling his pants. When I rested my fingers there for a moment he reacted by pushing gently against me, so I resumed my exploration with more confidence. Using both hands now I moved his growing erection so that it stood flat against his stomach. In this position I could explore its length and girth, which was quite delightful. He was now caressing my shoulders and neck, rather than massaging me, so I propped myself on. "How do you feel about me eating your cum?" You mean tonight like you said? I have no problem with that. It's all part of it." I answered starting to pant a little."I mean right now. Tell me when you're ready and I'll take it. I want to taste you, I just don't want you to be grossed out. It doesn't bother you?" NO! Why ask that?" My second lover wouldn't let me near him afterward. I just don't..." Shhh, no explanations!" I said trying to concentrate.She sat up a bit further and watched her hand. I knew the end was coming when J's hands tightened on my shoulders. His strokes grew longer and he slammed into me harder. When his grunts became one long rolling growl, I reached down and took Eric's semi hard dick in my hand and began stroking. The wave at the base of my own dick had just begun to crest when I felt J's dick pulsing inside me.I swore and my abs convulsed as I began to shoot, adding my load to the one Aaron had left in Eric's ass. Eric came at almost the same moment, his shaft.