I was a virgin at the time with the only experience of kissing and at 18 years old, hormones were raging and was horny all the time. I was jerking off...2-3 times a day to satisfy my urges and I wanted to have sex and finally experience the real thing and not just jerk myself off anymore. After surfing through several sites, I connected with an older women, a cougar and started talking with her. Little bit about her she's a black 5'8, somewhere in her late 30's women, with curves in all the right. That night back at her place she asked me if I wanted more and I said that I did. We made out a little then went to her bedroom. She asked me if I was ready for something more intense so I said, "yes please, give it to me". She laughed and we undressed she had me fasten her harness and looked down at me as she pushed the dildo into my mouth. She was definitely more controlling this time and I sucked her strap on on my knees.Next she bent me over the bed and fingered me before penetrating me.. ‘Excuse me?’ ‘I mean, as soon as you say hi to a woman nowadays she automatically assumes that all you want is sex. So what’s a man to do, go sodomize??’ The comment brought a smile to your face… ‘For example, I bet you thought my saying hello to you was my way of initiating some sort of arcane 4play, right?’ ‘What makes you think that I’m like ….’ ‘Every other woman? The way you shrugged me off with that ‘hi’ earlier. Believe you me, if I wanted to have sex with you, I wouldn’t waste time with. ”At this point, I simply wanted to crawl under the nearest rock and die. I was wishing that maybe I’d have the good fortune to have lightening strike me and put me out of my misery. Of course, I wouldn’t be so lucky.“So tell me, panty-boy, what exactly is your fascination with my panties?” she asked as she held her panties toward me.“I, I dunno… I think they’re sexy I guess.” I managed to stammer.“Sexy? What’s sexy about dirty underwear? These aren’t even a good pair.” She said as she held her.