She took it and said what she will do with that, its of no use to her. I said attempt open university and get a degree sitting in home and I will help...her. She smiled and left. I spoke to uncle about it , he said that he will buy me 3 sets of new clothes if I can pursue her. I went outside where she was cleaning the utensils. I sat before her and I was trying to put some sense into her. I asked her to come to my room daily morning at 5 am and I will give her tuitions and I will teach her how to. Their eyes claim me. I feel a trembling dread as they clap for me, I becometheirs for this moment, prey to their whims. The applause slowly fades. Theyare ready. I'm not sure I'm ready but I vow to you, I won't embarrass you. The two pairs of unseen hands turn me away from the impatient crowd and Ifeel the heat of spotlights on my back. They walk me forward until my feetnudge the low metal crosspiece that braces the long legs of the tripod, Thebar is about three or four inches off the ground. " sorry brother for coming to you late, i know it is 9;30 now, but i tell the bottom line " he said" you know, i never thought that you could do that " i said" hold on .. hold on bro, im gonna tell you why you cheated yourself and why you fooled yourself "i kept silent, then he said " i know that you have apprciated me so good and hosted me good, so thank you for that, the more more important thing that i never put my eyes on your sister, you have tried to made me free, and thanks for that too,. .it's no biggie...besides, I enjoyed it..." Lucinda again gasped and before she could say anything else, I continued. "So, Jacinda...you have some experience of boys then? Have you ever masturbated a boy"? Jacinda nodded and smiled, "Oh yeah...quite a few, actually! Me an' some of the other girls from the 6th form would go into town sometimes of a night and pull some older guy - not an old fucker like you though - no offence - an' end up wankin' him off in an alleyway or in his car..." I.