. N both of us joined the dinner with my mom and dad. There we have a little talk wid mom and dad.. Again after watching tv for sumtime we left for sl...ep.Everyone was sleepin n i was in my room using laptop and der was watching sum porn xxx movies. Where i was so horny n wat to masterbate n fuck sumone… As i was trying to fuck my sis frm so many days..but today i cant control myself.. Den i went to my sisters room knock the door der ma sis asked whoz der i said bhai here….. She asked wat do u. But the drill seemed somehow so ordinary for them it didn’t leave me too uneasy, just a bit amazed.A tired young mind of broken rem sleep, awakened, is a hard thing to muster alive. Known reasons for refusing the new day are strong. I felt compelled to be responsible but instead pretended to be asleep not wanting to confront anyone before all had risen and hopefully left the bunk house. My head was turned away from the door and I was not wanting to stir, upholding my faked slumber. I didn’t. "And my kids would never live it down at school. Besides I don't think actors get paid the kind of dough I get my hands on."Lets leave that side of your life out of it for now, Bernie. Now we've got to work-out how I can get Kylie alone somewhere." I'll do some reconnoitring Gil. You keep this door locked while I'm gone." Bernie said, and then he was gone.I spent the next twenty minutes or so, going over Kylie's and my lunchtime meeting again in my mind; if you could call it a meeting? We'd. Could I tell him about my rapist? This is probably the best opportunity I will get. The longer that I wait the worse it will be when he finds out. Oh god, I hope I don't fuck this up.We had gone out to the kitchen and since we were feeling kind of kinky already we had remained undressed. We were working on breakfast. I stopped what I was doing and poured us both a cup of coffee and told Sean to sit down.I took a sip of coffee and said, "Sean, I have something to tell you. I should have told you.