"Oh don't get me wrong, part of me always wanted to be a girl, eventhough I did guy things and thought guy thoughts," I replied. "Now bynecessity all ...f those guy things and guy thoughts are mostly long gone." Just because you are female doesn't mean you can't do the same things asbefore though does it," she asked."Sure, I suppose I could still do a lot of the same things I used to doas a guy but things are so much different because anything I do now, I'mdoing it as a woman. I could still play. God, what is wrong with her?“Of course you should. Total honesty, right?”“Yeah, I guess ... Yeah.” Her fingers clicked to the next, even bolder picture; Her lips were kissing down her body. Another click and her bra had pulled far enough to reveal her breast.“It’s important to understand yourself, sweetie. You’re on a journey. An intense period of self discovery. You can relax, I won’t judge you and you won’t get in trouble. You are doing what you should be doing.” His voice is calm and. It's coming out of the state department of natural resources, and the so-called Environmental Protection Agency, either one of which apparently doesn't care much about a snake that lives in a sewer." So where does Miss Easton fit into this?" Blake asked, the first time he'd spoken since McMullen had been there."There's several things," McMullen admitted. "Obviously, we've got to assess how bad the danger to this snake really is. We don't have a lot of information, and Spearfish Lake is a long. Something. I feel like it's meagainst the world right now.End Diary EntryInteresting to read that entry. If you asked me before I saw it I wouldhave said that I was so focused on being a good time girl that Iwouldn't have made any room for those sorts of feelings. I'm actuallyrelieved in a way to know that they were there. I was definitelyconfused and feeling melancholy and there's some woe-is-me in there too.Fun to reminisce though. That part is great. I think we as tgirls oweit to one.