I got it all right here; you don't have to kill us. We won't tell a soul." Martin said "Yeah, that's what they all say. I will just sleep better knowi...g that with you and your wife dead, and I know you can't tell anyone at all."Jimmy said again, "but I got it all, you said $5,000, I brought, do you want more money? I'll go get it for you." Martin said, "Well, if you can convince me that you will not tell anyone about this place, and us I guess we could let you and your wife go." Jimmy pounced. It was hot the day we finally did IT the first time. I remember the nightmare like it was only yesterday. We had been working up to it for a long time. Well, he had. I didn't see it coming. If I had, I'd have insisted on something more than spit and sweat for lubrication. We were only a few inches into the experience when the oversight became obvious to us both. Him losing his virginity was just as painful as me losing mine. He lost his hard on when the salty sweat got in a tiny tear in his. This was different. The first times we had made love, we’d had to use a condom, now that I was on the pill, there was no barrier in between us, and I was feeling Mark, all of Mark, and I could tell that he was feeling me as well. There was just enough light in the room for me to see his face, to see the look on his face, a look of what I thought must have been ecstasy, a look which must have been love. I don’t know if he could see my face or not in the low light, but I know that I was smiling,. "Having a soul mate goes beyond simple attraction or respect, or even love. When you meet your soul mate, you feel an instant connection. You may have only met them five minutes ago, but you will feel like you have known them all your life. You feel instantaneously complete. Each time you see them, they will be more beautiful than the last time you saw them, even if it's just after you get up with them in the morning. After a period of time, this person becomes the center of your universe..