I missed you. I came to you.’ I was crying now. ‘I’ve wanted that for so long. I’m just afraid that I will see disappointment in your eyes aga...n. This is not Portland. I cannot leave and I’m afraid you cannot either.’ ‘You never could shut up. Remember when I used to dance for you and tell you, ‘Don’t say anything, just listen’? Well do it again. Please be quiet. Hold me. Love me.’ My body and mind were in turmoil. I wanted her here but hated that she had risked so much. I could not protect her. Chris had always tried to fatten her up, but to no avail. She stood just under 5 feet (4 feet, 10 inches) with jet black hair, which she wore cut short. Her butt was small and Chris had always teased her that she only had a handfull of butt cheeks to grab onto, but assured her that a handfull was all he needed. Her breasts were smallish, with nipples that stood out about an inch when erect and aeroles that were about 3 inches in diameter and a lighter shade of brown. Most of the time she went. Krishnan’s attitude towards mom had changed since that day. He was as much fond of her as he was of me. Mom also respected him a lot. He had shown a lot of improvement since mom had taken over as his care taker. He could now move his fingers which the Doctor suggested as the beginning of recovery.“All credit goes to you, Mrs. Maria,” Mr. Krishnan’s doctor said as Fr. Zachariah watched on with a cheerful face.“I think it’s the psychological treatment that has benefited more than these medicines,. . ' Bruce pulled out a marijuana joint and lit it, taking a deep draw he passed it to me and said ' ... hear this will show you I mean you no harm. Go on man take a hit of it, do it slow, hold it and let it out easy. That way you want get choked! ...'I took the joint and inhaled slightly, my head started to spin and Bruce took hold of my hand as I passed him the joint. Bruce said ' ... slowly let it out! ... ' My head was spinning as Bruce leaned in and started to inhale the smoke I exhaled. I.