I said to myself, “Don’t pick anything spectacular.” I didn’t want to push this.He had said his age but I hadn’t offered mine. I was very co...scious of having passed fifty a couple of months ago. I had come to grips years ago with the fact that I could not have children. I was disappointed that he wasn’t more upset about his children’s attitude. I wondered if he was cold to others like it suggested he was to them.I mused about this as I removed my clothing and stepped into the shower. While I. I warned her "You need to think if you want this, i am not going to be gentle" She said "I know how aggressive you are in bed" Apparently she caught me manhandling my last girlfriend like a toy. She told me she liked that. Finally i found someone who actually liked this. I explained her that i like these things and there are going to be some things that she might not like. When she said "I dont care i just want you to myself" that was it, my other personality was awaken.I took her bra and. "You'll get used to it anddon't worry about your appearance. Anyone seeing you will have no ideathat you are anything other than a woman, and an attractive one at that."Hank the boatman barely glanced at us as we climbed on board. "Hank's jobis to run the boat back and forward to the mainland. Other than that hespends hours fishing, I explained. "I'm not sure if he even noticeswhat's going on up at the house. He can keep secrets." I wondered if hehad noticed that he was transporting a young. I guessed that was part of the difference between a wannabe actlike Silly Monkey, and a real touring band. They acted like they didn'tgive a shit, but under pressure, they kicked it up a notch. We weregoing to be outclassed, for sure... unless we did something stupid. Andwe were just the girls to do it."I love those shoes, Amy!" Melora, their lead guitarist, chirped whenshe saw me. She looked like a fucking goddess, in a black silk shirtopened at her navel, and these low-slung black velvet.