I shook my head. I had to snap out of it! Okay, I told myself. Now it was really time to leave. I stood up, my clothes dripping and hanging off of me... I'll just walk out the door without a word. I walked to the door, I was right there but for some reason I couldn't bring myself to leave. Something didn't feel right. I was filled with an anxiety that I had forgotten something or needed to do something first. I couldn't figure it out but I just stood there by the door staring at the door handle. "no but I do like this boy in America named Seth "she answered " oh yeah I know him, so do you like any one else "I asked. 'well there is this one guy I kinda like " she said and he looked at me and I knew what she was talking about,but just to make sure I asked "is it me" "yes I t is you "she said "well do you want to be my girlfriend "i asked "umm give me time to think yes I do "she said with a sort of excitement I looked at and winked and told her that "we have to keep it a secret and we. ”“There’s a waterfall?” Casey asks, astonished. “I’d love to take Jessica there.”“The lasses are still out,” Bart quickly says. “Don’t ya get all worried, Jessie har will take ya thar.”Without time to argue, Casey mounts his ride and heads out, Jessie indeed leading the way. It takes a little time to get out to that part of the ranch and the waterfall. The whole time is silent with Casey in his thoughts between what will happen today, reflections of his life and all he has missed out on up to. ‘It’s not yours anymore, Dan’. She stared into my eyes and laughed. ‘Back door – the tradesman’s entrance for you’.Things went quiet for a few weeks while Karl was away but we had no sex and Kate became anxious. I learned of his return when I got home from work one evening. We were due to go out for a meal but when I returned, I saw Kate was dressed in a short denim skirt, shiny stockings and high heeled boots. I looked disappointed, I know, but Kate pecked me on the cheek. I tried to hold her.