Why didn't you tell me?" Luke asked."You're not stupid at all. Looking back, it's easy to see everything. But you did nothing but trust me." She murmu...ed."Then why couldn't you trust me?" Luke sighed.She turned away looking at a painting against the far wall. Her back was to him as she spoke."Do you have any idea how many guys have supposedly loved me? And what they loved was my money. It was like they prostituted themselves to me. I think if they were after me for my looks and my body that. ..Sam ran to the en suite bathroom, his naked breasts slapping against hischest. He hurriedly pulled open the small cabinet that hung on onewall. His hands shook as he emptied its contents into the empty washbasin, picking up packet after packet.Aspirin? Tampons? Anti-Depressants? Contraceptive Pill?Sam found what he was looking for.Morning After Pill.He popped the capsule from the foil and took it into his mouth. Hestopped for a moment, and then popped a contraceptive pill, and anaspirin. It afforded him great satisfaction to be able to excite and give pleasure to other men who enjoyed the same kinds of wicked fantasies that aroused him.Logging into his favorite story site, "Stroking Over Lolitas", he sent off his latest literary baby: "The Gift of Tongues: how littleMissy found the perfect birthday present for naughty Uncle Tim", byNoam de Plume. When the upload was complete, he repaired to bed, and resolved to be patient while waiting for responses to his newest offering. He. However, I felt something was still missing, and I was just skimming the surface in a superficial way.Each of these areas of my life was a compartment, disconnected from the others, and sometimes, not scoring very high in terms of my performance. I didn't feel whole. I didn't feel integrated. I knew that I needed to become a cohesive whole if I were to ever feel truly happy. It all seemed a daunting task because I was still in healing mode. However, I was glad that I now had a way to look at my.