Then with a joking smile I said, "And it wasn't just your fantastic boobs I missed, although I definitely missed them." She punched me in the arm and ...eased, "Animal." Then I could hear the hunger in her voice as she said, "They missed you too. My whole body missed you." I glanced at her chest as we walked and couldn't help noticing that her clingy little halter did nothing to keep her heavy breasts from jiggling erotically. Everyone would know at a glance that she was braless and that her. I ordered another round for us and my wife asked if I was trying to get her drunk so we can have our way with her I smiled and said maybe, again Dave looked at her and kissed her one arm behind her the other under the table I could see that her mouth was open as they kissed then Dave whispered something to her she looked at him and smacked his arm with a smile on her face then said she had to pee, after she got up I asked him what was that all about he said I asked her to take off her panties I. I left the room without any noise and I could not concentrate on anything. I came home late and again my mom gave me milk after dinner. Now I could understand what might have happened the night before, I acted like drinking the milk instead spilled it thru the window. After 10 minutes I pretended to be asleep and went upstairs to my room. I was very nervous and my entire body was shaking in anticipation of having sex with my own sister. At that time I could hear mom opening the door and turned. At no time was this more apparent than when we fought. Her indifference to my feelings and her willingness to intentionally inflict as much emotional harm as possible without remorse or regret were eye-opening and saddening.I knew I would be better off ending our relationship, and opening the door to building something with someone else.But I stayed with her week by week, half-heartedly trying to make it work but knowing we were wrong for each other. Why did I plod along long in a horrible.