Truly. It sounds to me like what you went through is the same kind of loss of direction everybody goes through when a marriage comes apart."Mortificat...on slowed its pace and relief edged forward."So, if you didn't come to church out of desperation, what did get you there?"Heartened by Peg's acceptance of what I was saying, I continued. "At the same time that I admitted my split personality to myself, I realized that my study, which had for years been my place of refuge from the world, a. " ... Only her milk," I finished his sentence.I was so enthusiastic to grant his fantasy, "Honey, you'll get my milk as long as you live on the Earth. You don't have to dream about such a thing and about another world where you could get the milk of your woman, because you'll have my milk until your death!" Don't you think my sexual fantasy is disgusting?" he questioned.I reassured Ralph, "Honey it would be disgusting if I did not grant this request for you! Honey, when I begin to wean our son. Finn is the first to move. He hasn’t slept, but he hasn’t said anything either.I watch as he walks boldly up to Nina Gallagher.‘Please let us out now. I need to take Violette up to her room. She’s tired and I need to take care of her.’Nina surveyed him for a moment and then nodded briskly. Finn dipped his head in thanks and then walked back to me, and before I could say anything he had scooped me up in his arms and was carrying me out of the room. Finn was as good as his word and even carried. The club was down a dark alley. The neighborhood didn’t look allthat safe. Craig took my arm and led me into the run down building. Ilooked around at the dim, smoky room I looked about the room.Instantly I was in heat. On stage in front of us a man gripping his cock, lightly touchinghis balls. His dark, muscular body drove me wild with desire. Abeautiful white woman went to him wearing only a short satin slip. Iwatched as she dropped to her knees, her long black hair waving silentlyin.