“Tell me your story, Carrie.”“Well... where shall I start?”“The beginning.”“Okay, so I started to cross dress when I was a teenager, tho...gh it was just underwear and not that often. As I got older it became easier to dress more frequently. After my divorce, I had the chance to dress every week. I got makeup, shaved my body, got high heels, jewellery, wigs, perfume. I used to put a mirror next to me and sit looking at myself for hours.”“And what about sex. Did you ever think about having sex. I continued with my request for her to reserve an SUV with three seats in LA. She asked if I needed hotel reservations and I told her not at that time.I arrived back at my house a little after five. Tamara's XLR was in the garage. I walked in and there on the coffee table in the den were two vases of roses. Sam was sitting at the table in the breakfast nook.I looked around for the girls and they weren't there."If you're looking for Tamara and Lena, they are upstairs and they said to tell you. ?Lily,have you brought that essay?? I nodded in affirmation. ?Yes sir? How could Ialready be wet? ?Well bring it to the front.? I walked slowly up to the front.I handed him the essay. As He read through it he addressed me.?From now on in these sessionsyou will obey my every command. I will try to ensure that it does not go beyondsomething you can endure, but it is necessary to have a safe word. Your safeword is ?Blackberry.? If there is something you cannot endure then you will saythat word and. Perkins hushed everyone so that she could announce the girl that would be chosen to join him in the pilot program. This decision was what every other boy and I was waiting on the edge of their seats with bated breath to hear.“Erin Goldberg?” She said. “Erin Goldberg? Who was that? I knew of another Adam Goldberg at school. I wondered if he had a sister before I realized that Ms. Perkins had mispronounced my sister’s name.I saw Erica stand up reluctantly while her friends cheered her on. She.