I struggled on because that’s what my father always told me a man should do. As he put it, ‘You made the bed when you laid the girl, now you have ...o bloody well lay in it.’ Well, for the next year or two I did the best I could. But I was working and studying all the hours that god gave me. Life with Dea was just a routine and our sex life diminished to almost zero. Jesus, I was nineteen and I felt like I was fifty. As I came home from the evening job I had, one night, I saw my father-in-laws. Alyssa greeted Penny with a hug and a peck on the cheek that left a faint imprint of blood red lipstick, and turned her attention to Mark, wrapping her arms around him so tightly that her breasts were squashed against his chest, ‘So this is Mark! I’ve been wondering what kind of man is capable of satisfying the lovely Penny.’ Pulling away from Mark slightly, so she could place her hands on his shoulders and examine him properly, Alyssa continued, ‘You look like you’re well up to the task.’ Mark. I really do..." Her voice trailed off, lost in the memory of her husband's large cock and the pleasure it used to bring her.Jamie felt shattered inside. He knew he was much smaller than all of the other men his age. He knew by watching the state-approved pornography videos that the size of his penis and testicles paled in comparison to those men portrayed in the sex acts. Now his insecurities had been substantiated by his own mother."Mom," Jamie spoke, "What will happen to me since I'm so. Colin and Sheryl were seeing less of each other but still managed to go out one weekend night a week, so those were the nights Aileen would spend on the computer with Ben. So Aileen found herself with two young men in her life eager to have her company and she was happier than she had been in a long time. * * *The last Monday in October was Colin's eighteenth birthday. Aileen threw a big party for him and invited all his friends, family, and Sheryl. It was a wonderful party and she thought.