.WELL SHE IS 5 MONTHS PREGNANT AND I AM STILL VERY CLOSE WITH HER, BEING PREGNANT ISNT GONNA BREAKUP THE VERY GOOD FRIENDSHIP WE SHARE BESIDES I THINK...PREGNANT PUSSY IS THE BEST PUSSY ON EARTH. WELL SHE CALLED ME THE OTHER NIGHT ASK ME TO COME OVER THE NEXT MORNING BECAUSE SHE WOULD BE OFF WAITING FOR HER BABY FURNITURE TO GET THERE, I AGREE TO BE THERE BY 12 THE NEXT AFTERNOON.. ONCE I SEEN HER I WAS VERY HAPPY AND ALSO EXCITED TO SEE HER, WE CHIT CHAT FOR MAYBE 5 MINS BEFORE MY COCK GOT HARD. He agreed and phoned my mum, explaining briefly to her what had happened to me. He informed me after finishing the call she would arrive shortly.I told the principal I needed to speak to my friend and would be back soon. So I went in search of Melissa. I had no clue about what to tell her, but also in all the years we have been friends, I have never once lied to her either. This was the reason I would eventually tell her the truth about me, which I am very glad off, because she helped and. So I decided to masturbate and directly went the bathroom. There she was. My mom was bathing nudely and I got shocked by seeing her and me already in semi-nude i.e., without any pant. My mom too shocked by seeing me in semi-nude.I think she noticed my erected penis, we both came from shock and I went out. Later she came out of the bathroom with the dress. She usually wears saree only. She asked me what happened, So, this conversation went on,Mom: What happened chinnu? Do you want to go to the. If other people feel like I do now I find that very hard to believe. These past few days the thought of suicide has been on my mind every other second. I keep selling the idea to myself that taking my life is some kind of final solution. Boom. No pain, no loss. I won’t feel a thing. No burning in hell. I damned sure won’t be hanging out on a cloud playing a harp. I want to believe that death is just an eternity of pitch black nothingness. No self awareness, no thoughts to run through my head.