All of us are 18 years old. We're horny and looking to do new things. Last night, we went for our first visit to a strip club. Not to strip or do anyt...ing crazy. We just wanted to see what goes on in those places. We took separate cars so each of us could leave early if we wanted to.We purposely dressed down because we didn't want to cause any distractions or hustle any business away from the girls that work at the club. I wore my sweatshirt and gym pants but without any panties. Before going. I began flirting with a few of the women as well but I was not getting as far as she was. I watched as she snuggled up to him, and even gave him a few kisses. I had mixed emotions of jealousy but it was also hotter than hell.The crowd thinned and we were left with two other couples, including the Chris (who Mindy had been flirting with) and Jenn and one other couple. It got awkward for a minute and then Mindy shouted "anyone up for the hot tub?". That was met with enthusiasm so we all undressed. It is so terrible that even now I sometimes have nightmares about it. When I was twelve, a man molested me and took my virginity. He was my uncle on my mother's side. He raped me when I was visiting their farm. It happened twice. It is one of the reasons I married your father. He was so nice and gentle with me, and he didn't condemn me for being 'impure.' I want you to find that horrible memory and make it go away, please, Ben. If you can do that, we will know it works, and I will be shed of. He told me I'd best get warmed up with that so that they didn't tear me up too bad. The billy looked like it was made from a piece of pipe about the thickness of a good sized carrot and about 16 inches long. I asked him what he meant and Ron the co-driver told me to lay on my back and start working that into my ass or he'd just start off with his big cock and not be gentle at all about it. I looked down at his lap and he was bouncing a monster in his hand that had veins that looked to be as big.