This usually ended, with me giving Jimmy a blowjob. Then a bus ride home. On the Monday after my fight or spar session with Sonja, I gave Jimmy a bl...wjob. Afterwards I told him, I wanted to train with a guy who was into submissions. Jimmy would still train me in boxing and kicking. Then on the next day at the gym, Jimmy introduced me to Phillip. He was the Sudanese guy; that stayed as the pack left. He wasn’t even Sudanese but from England. He shook my hand and told me a little about. She said whatever done was wrong blah blah. I too said I couldn’t control myself after looking you.We did chat normally for some days later on at some topic she said “that kiss was really nice”. I was like wow! I said “thanks” then I said “I’m in love with you”. She said she too loves me. Next time we planned for a movie again and there were no one in my house so the devil inside me woke. I picked her up from the same place and started to drive my home and told her where we are going. She was. His smile turned into a frown when he realized that Lily was trying to ignore him. ‘Lily!’ Caroline exclaimed. ‘Hi Caro,’ Lily murmured, wishing everyone would leave her alone so she could cry and decide if her life was over. ‘You poor thing,’ Caroline said, sitting down on the bed. Before another word could be spoken, Lily reached for a basin on the side of the bed and began to throw up. Caroline glanced at the bag on the IV stand. ‘Morphine can do that to you, let me see if I can get you. "Look!" the voice demanded. She could not see him well, just a shadow behind her chair, but she knew he was there. There watching her. Watching her watch herself. She could not close her eyes, could not look away from her naked, open body reflected back in that cold, revealing mirror. She could feel the ties in her hair, the ones holding her to that horrid chair pull again as he released her braid. She had no room for movement in her head, could not turn away from her own image.She could feel.