I knew I needed to change the way I handled my relationships and the sex I'd be participating in. I was a little bitter with the things I wrote at fir...t, probably because I was feeling very sorry for myself. This changed though when I started remembering all of the pleasure I'd gotten from my encounters with the opposite sex. From Bea to Shirley, I'd spent countless hours in conversation, and in the many different stages of romantic activity, ranging from innocent flirtation, to kisses and soft. If he’s part of yours, then that’s where the line is. If Mom and Dad accept him, then that’s their choice. I won’t. Not ever. I don’t care what sort of sweetheart you think he is. I’ve been in love with John since the first time I laid eyes on him and I bit my tongue and behaved for seven years because you made him happy. So you’ve had your way for seven years and I’ve kept my mouth shut about what I wanted. Now it’s my turn. John makes me happy and I make him happy. It may take me the next. ‘ Have a bath and relax sweetheart. I am going to go get out bags out of the car and bring them in. I wanted you to much to do it earlier. Don’t rush.’ You head out the door to the bathroom leaving it part of the way open. I step into the water and slowly sink down, moaning as the hot water covers me. I lay my head back and close my eyes just listening to you walk around in the cabin and smelling the wonderful oils you had poured into the water. After a while I heard you come into the bathroom. I don't know what I'd do if I lostyou."I tilted my head upward so our lips could meet. "Luckily you will neverhave to find out. Let's go home."She nodded as I led us out of the office and into the parking area. Ourtrailer was not that far away so I started walking in that directionbefore Dani pulled me toward one of the jeeps. "You shouldn't exertyourself."I knew better than to try arguing with her and walked over to thepassenger side without complaint.Chapter FourOnce we were within the.