I never understood however hard you dry yourself off the moment you startputting on your bra or panties you realise you are still wet. I pickedup the...rest of my lingerie, (my suspenders, stockings and slip) andheaded back into my bedroom. I reflected on how it was funny howconfident I felt to walk around the flat in just a bra and panties sosoon after having moved in.Back in my bedroom I somehow had dried off and was now far less nervousabout ripping my clothes trying to put them on. I. Suddenly the image of a lithe brunet with a fabulous figure and a bubbly personality popped into my head. A fantasy woman who loved the man in my arms. Guilt flashed in my head. I couldn’t do it to her. I didn’t know her, didn’t even know if that woman existed but I could not do this to her. Was she only an invention of my over fertile mind? I sucked in my breath and pushed him away from me. Every fiber of my body wanted him, needed him but my mind was uncomfortable with the impending intimacy.. Her mother then realized that they are the slaves of mine and agreed to the decisions of mine. By the time Selvi shouted no I will not allow may be your BOSS can do me what ever he wants to do not please leave Puspha. It is a promise. I said okay for now. I feel like shiting and I want all you 3 bitch whores to eat my shit in a plate willingly. As I had heavy lunch I unloaded more shit. Their mother went to kitchen and brought 3 plates and each bitches had one in their hands. As I was shiting. If I did his wife it wouldn’t matter how long ago, he’d kick my ass if he ever saw me again and I would never be allowed in his home.’ ‘I could carry the hurt and anger for the rest of my life, and it wouldn’t do anything but hurt me, make it harder for me to love anyone and be a friend to you guys. That’s giving Kaye and Brad too much power in my life. I’ve been thinking about him since I found out what he did. It’s better for all of us if I forgive him and use the energy for loving.