Eric heard me, and was studiously ignoring me. Jorge was standing by the fence on his far side, and all his brothers and sisters, including Kristina, ...ere gathered in front of him, talking excitedly to him, so he wasn't paying any attention to me at all. Kristina was concentrating on ignoring me, too. I certainly couldn't blame her. She had joined a growing list of females I had disappointed and failed over the past couple of years. I fervently hoped that my losing streak with women was at an. She asked Malik if I could test and here I am.”“Do you like being Malik’s concubine?”“It’s OK, but now I don’t get paid for the babysitting.” She grinned at that, we both knew there was more to it than babysitting.Debbie took the chance to lean over and suck on Tanesha’s nearer tit. “Mmmm, that’s good babe,” the black concubine said.“Have you fucked many white guys before?” I asked. Perhaps a rude question, but I was curious.“Two. One was OK, the other was an asshole.”“Sponsors?”“Yeah. Malik. I said that I would soon warm up and not to worry and I pretended to doze off a little but still shivering. After a little while I pretended to be asleep and Sue called out to see if I was OK, I didn't answer so she came into my cabin and poked me and said that I could come into the sleeping bag with her as long as it was only to sleep but I said that I would be OK and for her not to worry. She kept on and so, after a little while I agreed to join her in the sleeping bag and we assumed the. ”“Me, too,” Bethany said. “And Jessica? You said she’s not grieving properly.”“I think she blames herself for his death. I insisted she talk to her counselor about those feelings. We’ll deal with the relationship stuff with Doctor Green, but the guilt needs to be handled one-on-one.”Bethany smiled, “You have paid attention, though in some cases, like with Nick’s death, a support group helps a lot. But you’re right that it’s not something to address with Doctor Green unless it’s interfering with.