. But I have reservations . He'll be coming soon ... Do I dress for him? When he comes in do I just kneel. Before him ..unbutton his trousers and bu...y my face in his wonderful crotch .. These are things I've never done I've seen in movies ,can I do it .. It's not me .. I want to but I'm so self conscious .. I'm afraid I get embarrassed ..he says I shouldn't but I do .. I look for him to guide me &take control but not too much .. .. I want to please him more than anything ...,. What do I do. “Thank you”“You look so sexy, I don’t know how any guy could turn you down. But can I ask you one more question.” She nodded, “The vibrator?”“I thought it would be a good way to practice, you know before the first time” she was still hugging me, her perfume filling my nostrils, her breath in my ear.“If Brad, you know, doesn’t do it, then maybe I could” I didn’t finish my sentence, she just hugged tighter.“Oh Jake, you’re amazing, thank you, thank you” she walked out of the room, picking up her. Madam stood there and began to read from the sheet she was now holding."Ok, case 2614, the court has ordered a judicial punishment to be given which will be 50 strokes of the senior dragon cane, each stroke to be given with full force to ensure maximum impact across the bare buttocks, the recipient is to be fully restrained whilst the punishment takes place".Inside I felt my hear begin to pound quickly."The punishment will be administered in one complete session. Should the recipient use any. "I sat quietly, while they talked about me as if I weren't even in the room. I wondered when Jennifer would go for the federal pension. I know that seems like way too much, but you don't know Jen, the pit bull. If she smells blood in the water she is like a shark. To her it is all a game. To her it's like BDSM sex, it isn't only about getting off, it's even more about humiliating the other side."One more thing, we want a letter of appreciation from the DEA and FBI. We won't make it public, but.