People always called me a crazy son-of-a-bitch but I did think about it ever since she left me. I was just like Bella from that novel series twilight ...hen her vampire lover left her and she was in agony for half a year that she even tried to take her own life if she could not be with her vampire lover."Yes sweetheart. Do you want me to jump off a building for you? I'll do it," I knew I was sounding like a fool."No please don't. If you are dead then we cannot be together except in the after. "Feels nice," Brock rejoined."It does," Milton replied. "And look, we can get to our lockers without wading through a crowd this year. I'll bet you won't mind that part of the day."On Brock's first day in training camp the year before, he had entered the Dodgers locker room to find a crowd of people standing in front of his locker. At first, he had wondered if they were writers waiting to talk to him. Then he had realized that the group was Toby Cerutti's entourage."Get out of my chair," Brock. You think I went looking for a fight?" I can take care of myself." Yeah, I'm sure. What were you gonna do, high-kick him?" Maybe I could have talked him out of it. You ever try using your mouth instead of your fist?" He didn't look like he wanted to debate. Or maybe you just wanted him to take a swing at you. For old times' sake."I regretted it the second I said it. And I should know better. My sister hooked up with a guy used to slap her around. I know the hell she had.But I was all pumped. They both lie down right against the tailgate so they can’t be seen from outside of the truck while they don’t disturb the load of produce in the back of the truck. The truck continues on its way. Ten minutes later it stops at the gateway before it moves into the compound and parks.Twenty minutes after climbing into the truck Pat and Fred climb out and make their way to the main gateway between the farmer housing and the main hacienda area. They wait near there until a group of cartel troops.