I looked younger than nineteen and had to show my identity card frequently when I went to a bar where I wasn’t known.My personal life had been very ...rivate to me, I knew from an early age that I was both gay and liked older dominant men – my fantasy was to be the lover of an experienced and loving man who would teach me all about sex. I had never engaged in any real sex in Sveg – it was too small, with only two and a half thousand people and I was too private, so I contented myself with porn.. . maybe she’ll cook for me again, too?She put the container and the foil-wrapped sandwich into her lunch bag on top of the container with the fritata in it and next to the small, reusable bottles she’d filled with tap water that morning, then zipped up the bag. Giving a nod to Mr. Dietrichson, who was sitting with another crossword at a table, she slung the nylon strap over her shoulder and left the faculty lounge.Just need to stay calm. Laura was pretending not to notice anything this morning,. “How did your evening go”? “Great found some new bars and plenty of cock and petty girls; just recovering from bringing a few back, Mums only just up, Jesus she fucked everything we brought home, on the excuse that if the surgery goes wrong. Man her cunt has to be raw this morning as well as her head, Madge is not better”. Said the wife “How are you?” I asked “Good felt like cunt and brought a very fit Thai home, ate me out a treat. Not looking forward to tomorrow” she said. “Up early all. “There...was…” I gasped, blinking tears from my eyes. “I saw…”“It’s okay.” Theo sat on the bed and put an arm around my shoulders. “Did you have a bad dream?”I shook my head, “I thought there was someone there...someone at the window.”Theo tried to comfort me, reassuring me that no one else was in the house and telling me that everything was fine. After a while I allowed him to turn off the light and lay back down. We spooned and he stroked my arm, kissing my shoulders and mumbling something.