There where about thirty people in and around the pool, most of that thirty where what looked like college aged k**s. My wife turned to me and said by... , go back to the room I need to do some shopping. I handed her one of the room cards and said OK . I stared walking away , she turned and in a loud enough voice that almost everyone heard , said where am I going to keep this card? You know I don't have any panties on and no pockets in this dress. My face was blood red as I walked back to get the. "Well, I'm going to post this there, unedited."I screamed loudly."It's no use protesting; I'd made up my mind before I tied you up. I asked you to write something that would turn me on, and you certainly have. It's much more personal than I was expecting, much more revealing of how slutty you are, but that just makes it even more appropriate." He looked down at my pleading face. "Don't worry. No one on the list knows our real names. They'll certainly know your innermost thoughts after. The local police had interviewed the wife, who had no knowledge of herhusband's other life. She was devastated. The Derby police had found astash of women's clothing, make up and a wig hidden in the garden shed.The autopsy report was illuminating. Frank or Francine had his wriststied with cable ties. She had been killed with a blow to the head frombehind, which had sufficient force to cave in the skull, but beforedeath, L20-13 had been carved in his chest with a sharp knife. The victimhad eaten. Lucid dreamers are aware that we are dreaming. It is one reason my "willing suspension of disbelief" is so difficult to achieve while watching movies. Normal humans enter a hypnotic state when watching movies—and the Bab Lab indicates that our primate cousins, the Olive Baboon, do the same. It's easier to willingly suspend disbelief when hypnotized. Memory is state-dependent for me. I have to be in the same mind frame to relive an experience. Some call it a photographic memory! Despairing of.