For me, I was not sure what I was. Even though I wondered if I were homosexual, I dare not to talk to any one about it. It was a fear. What would h...ppen to me if I were gay? I kept my thoughts to myself.Before this night, over a year before, Mark had invited me to spend the night at his house after our first duet acting meet. We were assigned to be partners. We had progressed to the next day with our high marks. It was late when we got to his house. We went up to his room. I asked how. Unhe itna dar ho raha tha k unhe hosh he ni ni k jab wo muh k balleti to unki nighty uppar ho gae aur Mujhe unki gaand k darshan ho gaye Unhone red clr ki penty pehni hui thi. Mera8 ich ka lund full size me aa gaya tha. Maine unki gand ki malish karne laga aur .Mujhe apne hosh khone laga aurmaine unki gand pe ek kiss kar dia. Shayd unhe pta chal gay tha mai kya kar ra hua. Aur unka dard b khatam honelaga thaMaine unhe bola Maami ap ki panty bich me aa ri hai. Ise utar do Unhone kha tum he utar. That parking lot was the next staging area for riders to join the trail. The trail continued, but for a first day's ride, I decided that 11 miles was plenty.The motor started right up. I checked all the connections before I hefted my soft ass onto the hard seat. "‬This seat has got to go, ‭" I said aloud.I revved the engine just to make sure the clutch was going to work. It was probably the weakest thing about the bike. When it engaged, just as it should, I felt a lot better about the ride.I. "These are you, aren't they?"A pause, and a "Yes, all me, you are seeing me at my most hiddenmoments."She continues looking at them, then pauses and looking at me, verysoftly says, "I can see that this has been hard for you and I'm trulysorry. I just have to know and to make sure."I'm beginning to understand this journey, as I respond, "You asked thequestion before. Is it still a valid question?"She looks at me and gives me that smile which would melt the heart ofanyone who sees it, "These.