The other two, including the one who'd let me in, were clearly too d**gged to do anything. And all round the flat there were candles - masses of the..., some smoking badly, one of them actually lying in a bowl of dried flowers, like a mini-bonfire. These arseholes were trying to put on a candlelit orgy, but they were too stoned to do it properly. No wonder the alarm had gone off."Come on, Cedric!" said the one who'd spoken first, his mind obviously miles away. "Here's your mask!"Ignoring this,. I tried to focus on what I needed todo and not think as it was only delaying me.In the kitchen, I carefully put on my apron. Amy had gotten itspecifically for this dress. It was sheer white with blue embroideredflowers, a short of reverse design of my dress. It pinned on, at thewaist and shoulders, rather than use apron ties, so putting it on tooksome time. Once I was pinned, I started breakfast prep. I set thetable, using our good china and placed the folded paper next to thechair at the head. Eddie placed a single fingertip on her ribs and began to draw in large circles across her body, gradually distributing the oil wherever his finger touched. With no idea where his touch would lead next, Trudy wrapped her lips over her teeth and clamped her mouth down in an attempt not to cry out.‘I know you need me to touch you, Trude,’ murmured Eddie and she could hear a smile through his voice as his fingertip slid across her breast and circled around her shoulder. ‘But I’m only going to touch. I have changed. I cannot live with myself anymore as I have hurt you so much. Forgive me.”After what seemed like an eternity, she leaned forward and hugged me and gently turned my face towards her and said, “I let you fuck her because I felt that you lusted for her.I knew that if you did you would satisfy your desire and come back to me.At least I hoped you would. But when that didn’t happen I thought you were truly lost to me and that all I could do was share you with someone. I hated that so.