This is the only time and I would never bother you again.”She suddenly put her hands on my back and drew me back to her and hugged my tightly and wh...spered, “Oh my baby, I am not crying. These were the tears of joy, my son. It is just that I could not control my emotions when you said thank you Amma. Don’t worry; I am happy for what you were to me and what you are to me now. Oh! My sweet heart, I love you. Are you happy now son?” she asked.My boy! Was I happy? I told her “Amma, I hope you know. The guys want to fuck us to show us what a real man can do, or either they want to see us getting it on. Most girls hate us and think they are going to catch our illness. Fuck 'em, we are not sick; we are queer. So I say, Fuck you world. Stick it up your ass if you don't like it. There is nothing I can do about it. Except love girls the way God meant me to love girls. Sometimes you must say Fuck off world."It was silent for a few seconds"Yes, you're right," I mumbled, "but not yet. I just can't. ‘Yeah, I know,’ he said. Paige was astounded to see him turn and walk away. She opened her mouth to call out but stopped when Mrs. Barnes peered around the corner. ‘I’m leaving.’ She gathered up her books and papers and hurried to the door. Paige scurried through the hallway and scrambled out the exit. Her heart raced as she looked up and down the sidewalks for the tall man from the library. People blocked her view everywhere but he was nowhere in sight. Paige was disappointed and sat on an. “’Lo?” I answer, blowing smoke from my lungs. God that felt good. “Rae! It’s me, Carolina. I was wondering if you want to come over to my place? Henrik isn’t home, and we could… You know!” I push my dark brown hair out of my face and smile. Carolina was always horny and we often fooled around while her boyfriend was away. “Sure. Can you come pick me up at the front of my neighborhood? I have Foxy, but she can probably just chill, right?” “Yeah! I’ll be there… In like fifteen minutes. Bye!” I.