He looked around and told me, "Piss off Spencer. This doesn't concern you." Jen was screaming and my blood started to boil.I walked up to him and grab...ed him around the neck and pulled as hard as I could. He spun around to fight me off and landed an upper cut to my chin. I was dazed a bit but came to soon enough to knee him squarely in the balls. He doubled up and fell to his hands and knees. I clenched both fists together and brought them down on the back of his neck as hard as I could. He. I try to remember what life was like before I became what I am today. I like to think that maybe I had friends, a life and hopes and dreams for the future. In the darkness while she sleeps, I imagine what I might have been. I can’t recall anything about my life before they found me. I like to pretend .At 22 years old, I might have been at university. I might have had a boyfriend. He might have told me how much he likes my long red hair. We might have been happy together. I don’t dwell on these. I'd had a week to get to know about kissing; I'd not rate myself as all that expert, no matter how good the reviews had been. Still, I wasn't an amateur any longer, either. I was careful, considerate, and didn't push it with Shannon. Even so, after a half hour of the movie, there was just her in my private universe, no one else.At one point, Shannon pulled away, and looked around. I did too; the only one left was Penny, and she was obviously sound asleep. Shannon looked at me and kissed me. " That's not the one I want to see," Mark told me. "Look, I've done security for places like that. I know that they don't want their clientele on a video. Well, that's probably a lie. Their clientele doesn't want to be on video. The motel could give a shit. I want to see the video from behind the counter. That is the one that might give us an answer."I looked at Lucy, who thankfully looked as dumbfounded as I did."I don't think there was a camera behind the counter," I told him."I know for a.