Both boys, that had done the deed with her at different times, were big talkers about their experience. However, they didn't cause any great passion. ...orse, she had expected them to have trouble entering her but they had not. She suspected she had an over-sized pussy that young men were not going to be able to fill. That's why she had been looking around for large, brawny men to fulfill what she thought were her needs. So far she hadn't had any luck finding the right situation on her once a. She explains that she has a real 'thing' for watching young men play with themselves; she has invited one other young man back but he was too pushy and it didn't work as she wanted it to. So she wants to try again, with me - with ground rules that there is to be no full sex, no groping, and that I am to do whatever she asks me to. And with smile, she promises that despite the 'no fucking' rule, we will both have a lovely time, as long as I do what she says.She then invites me to follow her. I miss him, I won’t lie, but this was coming, I now know in retrospect. I would have tried, honestly tried, to be faithful to him, but sooner or later, this moment of truth would have found me out for the slut that I am at heart. This is best for him and for me. Rip off the bandage fast and it hurts badly, but the pain eases and you’re done with it.“I know that might be shocking to you. Yes, it hurts, I won’t lie about that, but I’m moving on with my life and realizing that it was a blessing in. "Nicola smiled and thanked me. It was half an hour later that she joined me, corseted and in her long hobbling skirt and high necked blouse, in the parlour. She had dressed her hair so that it was piled high upon her head. Together with the way that her collar forced her head up, it gave her an almost regal posture.The door bell rang. I nodded for Nicola to answer it. As the heavy wooden door swung open to reveal the smiling face of Horatia, Nicola hesitated for only a moment. I had been.