Both of us had various beads, trinkets, and medallions strung around our necks, though Amanda had been given many more than I had by the guys who pass...d them out-one of the side effects of having tits. Our chairs were positioned at the edge of our camp to face the passing traffic. Behind us stretched the sprawling chaos of RVs, tents, temporary wooden buildings, geodesic domes, tractor-trailers, and military surplus parachutes called Black Rock City.The Swiss Army knife Amanda had used to chop. At the same time a sense of shame and humiliation filled my thoughts at the knowledge that anyone I told would be able to see me in this position. I had always been a pretty private person, wearing a two piece swim suit was a bit over the edge for me. I preferred to make love to my husband with the lights out just because I had always thought it improper for anyone to see me in the nude. Outside of my husband I had never been touched or made love to by anyone else. The only people to have ever. ." without thinking, but then began to consider the issue. "Certainly not near the winter solstice, but now? Maybe. Let's keep track tomorrow when and where the sunlight is..."Cindy nodded and looked at the high walls. "Yeah, okay. What else is there TO DO? Shit Jim. This situation is so bizarre... Wait a minute! Could this be a dream too, like the lodge?"Jim stared at Cindy in amazement. "You're serious, aren't you? The lodge seems real when we're there, not dreamlike at all, just like this. I pulled back, somewhat shocked that it had just happened, and Marissa looked at me."Wow! That was like intense," she said.I just stood there, stuttering, and finally said, "Oh God. That really should not have happened."She looked at me, disappointment and shock on her face."What's the matter? I mean, I've only done a little bit of stuff with a few guys, but was that not okay?" she said."Oh Lord Marissa. It wasn't only okay, it was fantastic. Not to sound like a freak, but you are an amazing.