Johnson, are we ready to have these babies?" The doctor said walking into the operating room. "This is going to be a quick operation so everyone be re...dy." The doctor said to the assembled medical staff. Sam had our two babies naturally so seeing all of the people in the operating room was a bit surprising.Ashlee, lying on the table with a blue curtain across her chest and her arms stretched out with IV tubes stuck in them managed to say "YES!" firmly.I was right at her head, on her right. The. Clara’s eyes fell shut and her head slumped over to one side, her face expressionless. Jeff instinctively moved his hands up her body to support her weight, but it seemed there was no need, Clara remained sitting upright of her own volition. ‘Clara?’ Jeff said tentatively, watching the motionless genie for any sudden changes. ‘Yes… Jeff’ she responded, in an almost creepy monotonous voice. ‘Are you in a trance?’ Jeff asked. ‘Yes…Jeff. You commanded me to go into a trance.’ she replied. Jeff sat. Finally at 4am I was able to go to sleep so now I was aching all over and really sleepy. I climbed slowly into the shower making sure to wash every inch of myself at least three times before I felt barely clean enough to climb out and get dressed. "When you get home you will come to my room and wake me." Jim tells me as I head to the door "make sure you have your uniform on and nothing under it" he adds as I put my hand on the handle trying hard not to be sick, when I open the door I come face. I don't even remember now what I was the most upsetabout. I'm not sure if it was having to pretend to be a boy, or if it wasthat I knew I wasn't ever going to be one... The last 4 years, my everywaking moment was spent trying to be something I knew I wasn't, and thatbelief consumed almost every thought and every action. I don't know if itwas because I was trying to convince everyone else or just convincemyself..." I replied softly."Well are you happy now?" he asked.I had to think for a few.