My brother blushed furiously as he told her that I had caught him in mycheerleading outfit and that we had been playing dress up games eversince."Did ...ou ever think what your father would say about all this?" My momshouted in response.My brother gulped as he answered, "Yes, that's why we kept it from youtwo."It would be years before my brother admitted to me that that was not thewhole story. It turned out that my father had caught him doing just what Icaught him doing a few weeks earlier when I. He leaned close again, telling me he was going out to the toilets, and that I was to follow him once he had left the theatre. I forced my erection back into my trousers, watching as he left the auditorium, gave him another few seconds and then followed. As I came out of the darkness and into the bright lights in the foyer, I saw the man waiting outside the men's toilets. Seeing me approaching he turned and went inside. I followed him in. The room was empty, and when he opened a cubicle door and. I looked around for the clothing that the two girls had so easily discarded yesterday and found them in two neatly folded piles on the dresser. A quick glance told me that none of them were suitable for what I had in mind so I looked in Rose’s wardrobe for something more fit for purpose. I selected a couple of simple shift-style dresses, one in khaki and the other in a very dark cream, and laid them on the bed. Sylvia’s shoes were totally unsuitable for a country walk with their 4” heels so I. I've been playing a part, trying to be what I think aman is supposed to be, but it's always felt false, I understand that now.I'm ready to start accepting who I really am.DAY 36I bought my first tube of lipstick today. The cosmetics aisle was sobright, and I had to wait until there wasn't anyone around. My heart wasbeating so hard I could hear it. I felt like I was trying to rob a bank.I had to use the self-checkout, and I kept worrying that someone wouldsee me with it. What would I say? But it.