She even surprised herself when she realized she was definitely considering sleeping with Don.Don lived by himself in an apartment just off the campus... As he had told Emily he could manage this because he had saved some while in the army and had the GI Bill to help with his school. The first time he invited Emily to his apartment was to study for a test they had in their cartography class. They had eaten dinner at a pizza joint nearby and by six were going hard at the books. Over the next three. But later when the phase of reflection appears I know that this joy and pain and all I feel are simply consumptions that make my life worth living. And besides that I know those are the ones that make the lives of my partners’ worth to be lived.” She helped me putting another load of the mess into the blue, “Now I don’t want to say that focusing your life on sex and serving and dominating fills you up. It still is only one aspect of the entire building. Its jus a part of the whole but it’s an. When she walks in a room all eyes are on her. I have always enjoyed the fact that other men look at her. Angela is my soul mate and I don’t want to imagine life without her. I never wonder about her commitment to me and our marriage. Maybe this comfort has allowed me to have fantasies that might frighten others. Over the years as I have masturbated imagining Angela having sex with other men. For years I was afraid to share this fantasy with her because I thought she would think I did not love. I've often wondered how bringing a new life into the world could have looked so wrong to me. These days it's so widely accepted and the only couples who seem to want marriage are the gays. The world is changing but there are very few still around with 70 year old morals. The longer I waited, the harder it became to take that first step towards reconciliation.I snapped into the present and went over to the dresser. The dresser that had been my daughter's but had never been used by a visiting.