Jag sa vände mig om mot honom, "Va?" frågade jag honom, och väntade lugnt på ett svar. "Ska du gå och lägga dig nu?" upprepade han, och jag nick...de bara lätt. Jag sket i att göra en macka, och gick direkt upp på mitt rum för att göra mig iordning. Jag hörde att Jasper stökade på där nere, och jag kunde höra att han satt i någon film, så jag antog att det var någon av de tråkiga actionrullarna han brukade se på.Det kunde inte ha varit länge jag sov, men jag vaknade upp, och kände att jag behövde. Even though this was what I wanted, I was still nervous. He pulled me in to kiss me again, leaving me barely sitting on the table. He took my shirt off, threw it to the side and brought his body closer to mine. He felt so warm against my skin in the cold room. I wanted to take my time but waste none as I brought my other hand to the top of his pants and began to undo them. I pulled what I could down and he used his legs and feet to pull the rest, kicking off his shoes in the process and leaving. As sick as that sounds, it appealed to my feelings of wanting to be dominated and demeaned by those men. That’s when I continued my search for photos and videos of dark cocks.There were thousands and thousands of pictures and hundreds of videos of white men sucking men of color and being abused by them. I was becoming obsessed with trying to find a way to meet with men like that. I did a lot of research on ways to meet men for sex, but I was never comfortable with the safety of it. I wanted to. Giving in to my perversions to see another man stand before me wearingthe most erotic of feminine refinery while coercing me into somethingsimilarly delicious, the feel of the satin and silks sending shivers downmy spine while he/she whispers sweet words into my ear telling me thiswas who I was supposed to be, before we commit the most sinful of actsaway from prying eyes.The thought of it is leaving me all stiff and botheredLyon to Veronica:Yes, it's about control, seduction and psychology..