As I spent the next twenty minutes or so trying to console her I was trying to deal with my own feelings. I was hurt that she had done this. I also ha... a hardon imagining my girl with another man.As she started calming down we reassured each other of our love and desire to be together. We dressed and spent the day and that night talking about or problems. She felt abandoned and unwanted. I had felt trapped into our marriage, and felt deceived and hurt by my cuckoldry. We worked through things. He loves sitting on my face and calling me names as I'm smothered in his fat, hairy ass, and I love being demeaned by him. He always makes me undress, but he never touches my cock.The second time I met with Colin, he took me shopping, as he promised, and bought me a small wardrobe of cute girl’s clothing and makeup, including a bra with realistic falsies. He wanted me to be dressed for him when he picked me up, to help reinforce his fantasies. I didn’t wear those outfits and the makeup all the. As I struggled to wake up trying to make sense of things the noises became clear. Gentle moaning at first and then loud fucking noises emanating from the master bedroom. Heather woke up next to me and asked me, “What the fuck, why did you wake me?” The sounds from the next room intensified and Heather heard them, too. “That’s Todd for you”, Heather said. “His appetite for sex is incredible, and he never has a problem getting hard. As turned on as he was with your wife’s tits, he’ll be. Gensler, the man who would help me officially become awoman, turned out to be a very positive experience. He ran all kinds oftests on me, finding out that my testosterone levels were very low for ayoung man, which helps explain why I was so vulnerable and affected byJennifer's "vitamins".In fact, when I was asking him what was actually in those vitamins, hesaid too much! I could tell from what he said that somehow he'd alreadyknown Ms. Jennifer. I was getting the impression that they'd known.