”“achcha chal ab beer khol.”mai do botal beer kholi aur ek unko di aur ek khud leli. Didi bed per pairoon ko lamba karke sirhane se pith laga ka... baithi thi. Mai unko gaur se dekhne laga. Wo boli, “kya baat hai dinu, kya dekh raha hai?” mai sakpaka gya aur bola, “kuch nahi didi, mai dekh raha tha aap mere kapdon me bahut achchi lag ragi ho.”“achch beta, tujhe to larkiyan achchi nahi lati fir mai kaise achchi lagne lagi.”“aohooo, didi aap koi larki thaure hi ho” kah kar mai chup ho gya.“areeeee. " And she said that when I figured out that I was getting turned on, that a lot of my fears about sex would take care of themselves." Right. Meg, when you figure out that you're getting turned on, I want to be there, OK?" She laughed. "And if it takes until I'm 45, it takes until I'm 45." She just stared at him."I guess, one of the things that bothers me, is why I'm not turned on now. I mean, I love you, right? I'm lying in your arms, right?" Well, how do you feel?" Safe. Secure. Warm. I don't. They smile when they see the plates in my hand. I walk over to see what’s happening with the students in the training room.Both prisoners are wriggling about in their seats. The comments and request screens are full of several names telling them to go ahead and pee. A few comments for Ruthie imply they’re from schoolmates and one comment for Ruthann wishes she came to the bank dressed how she is now. The counters are now showing twelve thousand, seven hundred and eighty-five for Ruthann and. I dint have my dinner I just wait for her to text me . At almost 11pm she messaged meShe: hiMe: where the hell were you, I was waiting for youShe : sorry , when I came home my brother in law(bil) was her . He just left after dinnerMe : you could have told meShe : I was thinking about what we did and what you said the whole time so I didn’t check my phone , sorryMe : what were you thinkingShe : I was thinking about the possibility , what we are about to do is right or notMe : its wrong only if.