"I don't think we should hang about any longer. I think we should find a house and get married as soon as we can." Yes! Yes!" She twined herself round...him again. Suddenly she pushed herself back a bit and looked up at him."Why have you suddenly made up your mind?" she asked."Two things really apart from just the two of us being together. First we can now afford to again but more importantly, and it's been creeping up on me, we're sponging on Becca and Uncle Steven. They don't even charge me. For the moment, Stacey allowed herself to enjoy having This Man, who was a younger man, and not a bad looking one at that, pamper her. Backrubs were always a prelude to sex, or so she thought, but This Man confounded her, taking his time, and working his way down her back, and past her hips. By the time he reached her calves, Stacey was so relaxed as to practically nod off. When This Man was done, he turned off the light, rolled her onto her side as he pulled the sheets over them, and spooning. Sadly, I have a feeling that it will only be temporary. Especially since she knows where my heart is and that I can never fully give it to her. I have to admit that it is a nice feeling to know exactly where you stand with someone and that they are willing to accept you regardless of the situation. To know that I can still be deserving of someone else's affections even with all that is going on in my life. She knows that I still can not push thoughts of him from my mind and yet, she accepts it. ” I finally stopped talking to take a breath as that all came out in a rush. Sindee stood up and turn to face me, where I was sitting we were able to look each other in the eyes. She cupped both sides of my face in her hands and kissed me, slipping her tongue along my lips and exploring my mouth as I did hears. While we sat there kissing I wrapped my arms around her, sliding my hands along her petite frame. When we stopped kissing to breath she grabbed me by the hand and led me into the house.