.. The reason for that leads back to this one day not so long ago...At the time I was in my mid forties, mean while the youngest had just moved out, s...on I started feeling a bit lonely and somewhat depresed. I then decided to go get a puppyy at this place that was actually giving them away one day, just around the corner from my house. Out of the dozen available, I saw this energetic one playing happily with the other pupps of different breeids and he just stood out more than the rest to me. I. " as I hobbled for the front door as quickly as I could go.I opened the door and found Penny standing there smiling at me. I blurted, "I thought you would be at the game tonight." I have a friend who couldn't go. I thought he could use the company." You're the greatest, Penny," I said. We headed back to the family room. Penny brought along a couple of recent release DVD's from the video store.We settled in together on the couch. A few minutes after the movie started I put my arm around Penny's. We booked the Crown Plaza on Broadway, right off of time square. Since the rooms there cost 350.00 a night we decided to share a room.Brad was always a boring person. Everything was planned and laid out. He always said, my brother Mike is the fun one.So here we are in New York the greatest city in the world. Broadway, wonderful restaurants and all types of entertainment. Anything you could possible want at your fingertips. Not for Brad. When we left the trade show he would get a burger or slice. It was nice meeting you Valarie.” She gave me a hug as I tried to grab my stuff. “I really wish you’d stay to eat Jen. For me, please?” I smiled, “I’m sorry Valarie. I will visit again, I promise.” I grabbed my stuff and hugged her one more time before I walked to the door. As I opened it, Douglas called my name. I turned around and found him walking towards me. I walked out of the house and stood outside as he walked out and closed the door behind him. He just looked at me as I took a.