It was a wild mess. She was never scared and loved the attention.One evening in particular the bar was packed beyond capacity. The crowd was extreme...y large, overly drunk and boisterous. She said early on she knew the bar would go offside. The men there were grabbing and spanking her alot more than usual. She even had to slap a few guys as they tried to fondle her breasts. Like I say she did not mind the attention, but it depended who it was from.As it got near the end of the night you. The only real brightspots had been her two trips into Moscow, once to see the Bolshoi and once for a tour of the national mueseum. It was a lonely life, a life that had become so ponderous Mary often wondered why she bothered to continue. Lonliness can manifest in many different ways, people can withdraw, they can become wild they can fall into a depression so deep that they do not remember what happiness felt like. Mary sat on her bed, the images of a life unlived passing before her eyes. ‘How. Let me see where did i hurt you. I pulled my pants down just showing my right thigh. Right there dad. Oh right here he says as he runs his finger on my exposed vagina. Omg!!! Felt amazing!!! I instantly got excited. He then said you will be fine Amy and walks away leaving me there hot and horny. I guess that was his way of teasing me.. idk i never asked him about that.A little over a year had passed since everything had started happening. I had recently lost my virginity to one of my friends. She refused chemo treatmentsduring her pregnancy to protect her unborn c***d; a decision that cost her life. I always respected herfor this sacrifice. I entered his life when Robert was two years old and I was the only mother Roberthad ever known.Jim and I had a tumultuous marriage. To be candid, the sex was great, but we were very differentpeople, with different styles, priorities and values. When I was offered a major promotion just overthree years ago to move to Boston, I knew it was time.